Wednesday, January 23, 2013

MSU: Spring '13

You know the saying, "everything happens for a reason?" I have every reason to believe that this saying is true. I believe that I chose to attend MSU for so many, many different reasons. I'll name a few of the major ones off: meeting Mark (I swear he's my soul mate), picking majors (physical therapy), becoming an RA, and meeting Sierra and Mae (two of my super good friends). I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't have come here. I've thought about this before. For example, I wouldn't have met Mark. So, if I went to college somewhere else, would I have found somebody else or would I still be looking for that perfect guy? So many different thoughts and questions run through my head, but the only thing I can do is thank God that He guided me in the right direction. Without Him, I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be living the life that I'm living now. I'm so blessed to be where I am and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I know that I'm meant to be here and that this is where I belong. Mae and Sierra are two of the most amazing people I've ever met. They're strong in their faith of God, like me, and we get along great. I'm so lucky to have two female inspirations in my life. I think they're fantastic. 

I know that the road isn't always going to look as bright as it does now, but I also know that Mark, Sierra, Mae, and God will always be at my side. God is my strong tower, Mark is my heart, Sierra and Mae are my accountability partners. I need each and every one of them in my life and I don't want to lose any of them. I can't afford to lose any of them. This is only my second semester here at MSU and I know that things can only get better (fingers crossed). Becoming an RA in my second semester of college isn't that easy. My residents don't really acknowledge me and I can fully understand why. I replaced their first RA and they aren't really in need of me anymore. I would be the same if I was in their position. However, I still have to try to get acquainted with them. It's my job and it seems like it's going to be quite difficult, but I'm ready and I'm prepared for that. I know I can handle anything that comes my way because God is with me and I can lean on Him and He'll give me the strength I need to get things done. I thank God for every day that I'm alive. All glory goes to Him.